




Okay, so, this week we read Bernal Diaz's narrative of Cortes' Conquest of New Spain and I must admit that I was way more into it than I originally thought I would be. Plus, I facilitated this week which I think helped me get a little more involved with the text than I may have been had I not prepared to lead class. That being said, the idea that I will forever take with me when I think of this conquest (and something I may or may not have been sharing frequently with random people I associate with who may or may not care even the smallest little bit about the subject matter at hand or ,therefore, literature at all) was that after being presented with gifts of gold and cloaks from Montezuma Cortes asked if there was more gold at Montezuma's disposal, for he and his men had a sickness of the heart which could only be cured by gold. A sickness of the heart which can only be cured by gold?! If there has ever been a richer tag line for greed I don't know what it is...
Then again...this is coming from a man who will forever be known as the "conquistador who led an expedition that led to the fall of the Aztec Empire." Personally, that would not be something that I would take pride in. The Aztec Empire was incredibly rich and had and intricately developed culture, which we know far less about than we should. And why is much of who the Aztecs really were such a mystery to us in the modern day? Oh! That's right because they were completely wiped out for no real reason other than desire for dominance and greed. Thanks Cortes. I apologize if I tend to seem a little overly hostile about this topic...when I was little my father travelled to Mexico for business but had the opportunity to visit some incredible Aztec ruins and I was fascinated with the pictures he brought back for the longest time--to the point where my imaginary friend lived in one of the temples--but I digress... I will come back to Cortes in a moment but for now I want to introduce the purpose for the images that I have chosen to put at the top of this post (in case you were wondering exactly how they relate).
Well, all throughout reading of the text, viewing of the Cortes' video, and my own bits and pieces of research I have been pre-occupied with Malinche's story. Maybe I tend to sympathize with the somewhat tragic female character, however, I feel like she really got the raw end of quite a few deals. Many view her as the greatest traitor in the history of Mexico while others see her as the quintessential victim. I think that she was absolutely a pawn in the great plans of Hernan Cortes but I also believe that she wouldn't have had the influence that she did had she been simply a "dumb girl". I found it very interesting how she has been portrayed throughout a span of time. My images rank from present to long past. The two images at the bottom of the stack are 15th century and show Malinche with no particular, outstanding feminine qualities--she is mainly portrayed as a mediator, standing between the Spanish men and tribal leaders. The next illustration gives Malinche some definitively feminine facial features, braids and portrays her in white (lots to read into there)! This is also the first picture where she is obviously represented as being "lower" than Cortes both with her visual placement in the picture as well as then in her actual importance. Why is it that now she is more feminine and therefore more lowly? Do you think it has something to do with the fact that this appears to be a European painting? In the second-to-top... I would go as far as to say that Malinche looks beautiful, she is given some very attractive qualities and is "caressing" Cortes's knee. In this picture Cortes is definitely portrayed as the superior with armour and all. Finally, we see Malinche in a very modern, movie version of herself. She is scantily clad, which have not seen at all before, and is attractive in a very earthy way. Do you think these photos actively represent how we, as a race, tend to manipulate images and ideas as our culture allows? I sure hope so. I found a bunch of really interesting sounding/looking books while I was sifting around online with Malinche's story as the basis. Hopefully, I can get my hands on one or a few in the somewhat near future.
I thought we covered some really fascinating ideas in class this week. Many of which I still seem to be working through my brain. The idea that I have expanded on the most, though it is still far from complete, is this idea of dominance [in a very broad sense]. We all have a desire to dominate...each and every single one of us...and I think that in most cases it happens on a daily basis. It doesn't have to be violent or sexual, though it absolutely could be. I can be as simple as the desire to dominate a conversation on a topic that we feel well versed in, or the simple everyday strive for bits of attention. I think domination comes in an incredible number of varieties and take on forms that we don't even necessarily realize. My real question is then: is domination at the core of the human existence? Are the small things that we do at seeming constant derive from the more extreme form dominance used to take in the "olden days"? Have we created a more complex albeit more hidden form of dominance? WWE, for instance, takes these ideas back to a much more raw form but can its popularity attest to the fact that we each have this little dominance monster at the heart of our being that needs to get fed every once in awhile? Am I getting too philosophical? I feel like I might be...
Nonetheless, I thought that this narrative was beautiful beyond all the gore and heartbreak. I thought the descriptions in the first section that we read were vivid and brilliant. Diaz definitely gets and A+ for description. I could feel myself travelling in time and place and putting on his shoes, which is getting harder and harder for me to do the more I read. I was definitely sucked in with this one. I loved the exchange on 222 and 223 where Cortes just comes right out and launches his religion on Montezuma, saying that "what they worshipped as gods not gods but devils, which were evil things" (222) and Montezuma was totally unphased by it citing that "ever since that time he had wanted to invite some of these men to visit the cities of his kingdom, where he would receive them and do them honour, and that now his gods had fulfilled his desire, for we were in his house," (223)proving that his gods did exist and were good to him.
I also love the question raised about how it is that so many of the heroes in our history have been such violent and brutal people? As kids in grade school it seems as though these are who we are taught to idolize as we learn about history. It's sad. CONQUISTADOR! If only I had known the violence and greed associated with that title from the get-go...
I don't mean to take a cop-out on my favorite quotes however, I could read the entrance, description "The Stay in Mexico" section through and through, just drinking in the details of the land and culture.
I think that might be all for this week.

